But I progress.
It has been a longe time that I was as motivated as now. I guess it will end with the end of the weekend... But who knows. Maybe I can keep the momentum.
So I did comment some work this week and did a little for art... Although it's still listed on my to-do list.
So don't expect anything.
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I don't worry that much as before...
And now I'm really able to spend time for enjoyable lesures (again).
I'm more happy. I sing along when songs I like appear on the radio. It has been 12 years since the last time... ö.ö
This night I dreamed that I told an old acquaintance I will quit study and work on my art to find myself. ä.ä
I felt very eased afterwards (in the dream). But I don't really want to quit... I wonder why I said that... ...or what hinders me to cherish my sneaking desire.
I have to think about that. But I might do not so... Lately it's difficult to collect my thoughts instead of wandering off the subject and being distracted by everything what seems more fun. .__. Dunno if this development can be considered as good / necessary. I just know that it feels good for the time being.
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Enough for now. Have to pack my bag.
I'm outta here. See ya!










